You’d think after years of excuses about why they can’t see me perform ANYTHING they would at least give in now that I’m in college. It sucks watching my friends get to hug their parents, and have their parents cry seeing their child perform, see them getting flowers from their parents, while I get to stand there and feel shitty about myself because my parents “can’t come” to my performances. In my entire life my mother has only been to TWO of my performances out of the many I’ve had since I was in elementary school. I’ve had to beg them to show up to stuff only to be let down. Call me ungrateful or whatever but I just want my parents to see me do something that makes me happy. I want them to see my improvement since my high school spring show almost four years ago. It just makes me feel so unimportant to them….idk my great night just went to shit. I’m just going to take my ibuprofen and cry myself to sleep.